Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

itinataghoy ng langit
ang mga papel de hapon ng pag-ibig:
tayo’y nababasa at natatabig
ng daan-daang pagmartsa
ng mga napiping salita
sa ibabaw ng tubig.

dahil ang mundo ay di maipinta
sa tuwing nakikita ka

ang gabi’y karagatan ng mga ngiti sa iyong mukha.

*artwork ni Arnold Arre, hindi sa akin

Mini Moda Moment

Miss ko na kayo. I miss the old days. I miss Volante tambay moments. The Bakakeng sleepovers. The lobby tambays.  Ayie, Bel, Che, Steph, Basi, kahit wala kayo sa pic, miss ko din kayo. Pao, Karr, and Bry too. And ok fine, i miss A na rin kahit papano.

I HEART

CYNTHIA ALEXANDER

SIYA LANG MUNA. AFTER WATCHING HER PERFORM LIVE LAST NIGHT, WALA NA AKONG MAGUSTUHANG IBANG TUNOG KUNDI ANG TRANSENDING NIYANG PAGLAPAT NG TULA SA KUMPLIKADO’T MISTIKAL NIYANG PAGGIGITARA. ASTIG TALAGA.

BEST GIG NA NARANASAN KO SINCE HIS BROTHER JOEY AYALA’S LAST SUMMER.

TETET REQUESTED FOR MANONG JOEY’S DUMAAN AKO AT SOBRANG KEWL, PINAGBIGYAN NIYA KAMI! DANG. SANA DITO NA LANG SIYA BASED. SARAP MAKA JAM. AND OF COURSE MALOU MATUTE TOO, THE UP MUSIC TEACHER WHO’S SO GOOD WITH THE BACKUP VOCALS/SYNTH. AND SIR SEAN TOO, MY ROLEMODEL (MANONG SEAN IS THE KANANG KAMAY OF KIDLAT TAHIMIK HERE IN BAGUIO WHO DOESNT BATHE BUT STILL SOO GOOD WITH PERCS).

AND THE REST OF THE AYUYANG CROWD. NAPASENTI LANG KAMI NI TETET WHEN SOME JERKS WERE ACTING BADLY DURING CYNTHIA’S MANTRA MOMENTS, PANIRA ANG MGA PUTA. DARN.

AT SYEMPRE MAS NAKAKASENTING ANG KONTI LANG NG NAKAKA APPRECIATE NG WORLD MUSIC SA MUNDO, NATURINGAN PA NAMANG WORLD MUSIC. HAHAHA, MAGBABAKASYON MUNA AKO FROM BENNY BENNASSI AND BASEMENT JAXX. AND CAFE DEL MAR.

GO CYNTHIA!

AT BAGO KO MAKALIMUTAN, THERE’S THIS BUDDING ARTIST CALLED NITYALILA NA SOBRANG OK DIN ANG TUNOG. YOU MIGHT WANNA LEARN MORE ABOUT HER AT FIESTAMUNDO.COM, ASTIG DIN TO.

AND SYEMPRE GRUPONG PENDONG. DA BEST DIN.

I HALF HEART

WALA MUNANG HALF HEART ULIT NGAYON. HAYAAN NYO NA MUNA AKONG MAHUMALING SA COMETS TAIL ALBUM NI CYNTHIA.

I ER WHATEVER

-MGA PA ARTISTE CROWD NG BAGUIO. PAK YOU ALL (KUNG NATATAMAAN KAYO, PAK YOU)
-MGA TAKAW GULO PIPOL FROM NEVADA SQUARE (MAY NAKASALUBONG AKONG GRUPO NG MGA DUGUAN KANINA, SURE RAMBOL NA NAMAN YUN. DAMN, JOLOGS NIYO, PANIRA KAYO NG PARTY MOOD, MGA SHIT KAYO)
-LACK OF SLEEP (IF I COULD JUST SLEEP FOREVER)

I HEART STUFF AND OTHER BLAHS NO. 7

I HEART

1. drew europeo and her designs
2. friendly/hygienic Koreans
3. Bayang Barrios
4. Nityalila - damn, ganda ganda, astig music, you gotta love her song Higher
5. Kara Di-Wa-Ta fr Friendster and her really really nice pics.
6. long lost gradeschool friends and girlfriend(?)
7. long lost highschool friends and boyfriend(?)
8. dead/dying/barely breathing highschool teachers
9. people from bacoor

I half-HEART

1. my old Smartphone - she’s there when i need her. (yes, she’s feminine, she’s got a raptured thingy)
2. new mechanical engineers
3. khix from IRC
4. GQ magazine
5. Swiss Made Session Road and its owner (for playing the gayest Abba DVD on earth)
6. Pizza Volante 24-Hours!!!
7. Bearshare (P2P software)
8. Black Eyed Peas
9. the November skies at night (you gotta love em stars twinklin while listenin to grass cracklin’)

I, er, Whatever

1. Meridian Telekoms and their tech support people
2. Smart Telecoms and their shitty billing system
3. macho-shit balut vendors
4. my housemates (naks, consistent sila dito sa list ahh)
5. Strawberries (they’re back, and this time, they’re, er, expensive (?))
6. Gloria Macapagal Arroyo and The System
7. tourists lookin for sex (ilang ulit ko bang sasabihing hindi ako nabibili! grrrr…)
8. kids @ fastfoods - ang iingay, ang gugulo… (kahapon kasi may pumunta sa table namin sa isang local fastfood na kiddo at walang kapararakan na lamang itong naglaro doon. tapos yung nanay was like nakatingin lang sa table namin at parang naku-cutetan pa sa anak tipong, "Ang anak ko, napaka sociable na bata." Grrrr…)  [sabi naman nung kasama ko, "Aysus, para ka ring hindi naging bata." sabi ko: "Nung bata ako i was prim and proper. Gracious pa nga eh."]

Ang konti lang ng post ko ngayon kasi pagod ako. Ganun yun eh, pag pagod hindi makagalaw. Tapos normally nagpapahinga. Kadalasan, pag gabi napapagod, ang ginagawa ng mga tao eh natutulog. Tao ako eh. Pero sandali, sabi ng isang titser dati: Madaling maging tao, mahirap magpakatao.

 
NO. 6

Other Blahs

Wait, i think this is my Bestest Post Ever. Wala lang, i like the graphics i made while watching this cutie gay flick called Eating Out.

NO. 5

I Heart

- Chaz/Bogart (for the stellar Halloween chat)
- cheezy emails/sms’s from Highschool friends
- Carla dela Rosa and her pretty pics
- Abeth Aglugub and her SMS this morning
- my mom who saves my prepaid life all the time
- classy cross dressers
- honest sari-sari store owners (there’s this sari-sari vendor in gabriela barangay who admitted that she’s selling expired stuff)
- Friendster.com for its new features! For a free service like this? Damn, we’re all so lucky. God, thank you for Friendster.
- SLEEP. kung meron mang nabibiling Clinique Bottled Sleep, bibili ako, sampu. sampung libong dosena.
- Angelika dela Cruz, the actress

I-Half Heart

- I have no half-hearts today, walang gray area. it’s either i HEART stuff or er-whatever.

I, er, Whatever

- sexual identity crisis affecting highschool teenagers who keep on staring at me at malls (gusto ko na lang kayong i-hug at paramdaman ng brotherly love…lol)
- Rosa Rosal and her obsession with blood (admit it old whore, you’re a vampire)
- Mang Thomas Sarsa (deng, nasty + icky taste, will never ever put this on anything edible again, panira ng appetite)
- butterflies (they have become so cheesy, enough with butterflies, so circa 90s)
- my Smartphone
- my housemates who think IKO = TRASH
- a book called Mother Rocket, bought it for less but too crappy to stay on my shelf (if you think youll like it, please email: iko_charity@yahoo.com or call 1-800-IKO-CRAP)
- people who think they are better people because they own autographed CDs of Viva Hot Babes, fuck off!

Other Blahs

- Yes, im in need of sleep. I have suffered severe weight loss after a wikend of drinking sprees + too much sex. I really really need that Clinique Bottled Sleep with Honey Essence. Please my dear friends, help me.

- I have found a book which has been missing for a year under a stack of old Philippine Collegian and UP Baguio Outcrop copies. So ano ngayon? A year man. Missing for a year. I do not do that with my books. I HEART my books. Yeh, yeh, its like finally finding the meaning of life.

- I have fallen in love with an angel. Yes, an angel. I am officially in love with Darna, aka Angel Locsin. I am now using all her product endorsements. Wahahahaha.

- I tried to quit smoking. And failed. Tangna, whatta surprise.

Only-in-the-Philippines nga lang naman makakasaksi ng pagbomba ng tubig sa isang dating bise-presidente ng bansa, isang senador, at isang dating gobernador. Sosyal. Dahil yan sa CPR.

Kung sa larangan ng first aid ay nakasasagip ng buhay ang CPR, sa pulitika, ang CPR (Calibrated Preemptive Response) ay kumikitil sa karapatang magpahayag sa mapayapang paraan.

Si Ate Glo talaga, pagka-bibo-bibo. Akala ba ililigtas ng CPR-drama niya ang naghihingalo niyang imahe sa sambayanang Pinoy?

Jusko. Sabi nga ni dating COMELEC Chair Christian Monsod,

"Filipinos are able to bear even hunger; what angers them is injustice."

Tsk.